the girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
I have so much love and support, and it really does make everything okay at moments. But when I’m alone, I start to go into my panic attacks and my anxiety gets really bad. My lips start to tingle, and when my lips tingle, I pass out. It’s happened since I was younger. It’s scary and I hope I don’t pass out tomorrow at the showing.
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thanks lindsay <3
At 4:20 a.m. on Mother’s Day, the most beautiful person I’ve ever known went to Heaven.
I miss you and I want you back, but I’m at peace with knowing that you’re not suffering anymore. I love you, Grammy. I love you so much.
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Thank you so much, Hailey. I don’t have my phone currently, so I haven’t gotten anything anyone has sent. I appreciate your kind words. <3
Life goal: see Brand New live. It’ll happen.
^ do anything you can to see Brand New live it is the most amazing experience one could possible have
(Source: aimlessgh0st, via planes-crash-passion-snaps)
This is the end. Any minute now, you could be taking your last breath. You’re so fragile, so weak, but still so strong. I’m happy you’re at peace, that means you’ve found Him. I’m satisfied with the fact that you’ll get to see your daddy again, and Ronnie, and Grandma Vera, and maybe even Grandpa, too. I have no regrets with you, and I’m so incredibly happy that Vera and I got to spend these past two years with you. You’re the most amazing person I’ll ever know, and I only hope it lives on through me. I know it’ll live on through Vera. I’m glad I got to ride your last roller coaster with you, and I’m glad we spent countless hours being up late just talking…laughing and crying and listening to music. I’ll never forget the moments we were both silent while we did your crossword puzzles. Or the way you would cry thinking about how good your life was in the 50’s. I wish I could have taken you everywhere you wanted to go, but maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. Or maybe God has a special surprise waiting for you in Heaven. I think he does. You’re so beautiful, your soul is beautiful. I can’t wait to see you in Heaven, Grandma. I’ll never let your little Princess Vera forget you, ever. You mean the world to me. I love you.
